Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Growing Up In Heaven
Today has been a hard day. I've written and rewritten this post about a dozen times. Words filled with sorrow, desperation and utter helplessness. I miss my Layla. Sometimes so much it physically hurts. It is a feeling that so many mommies, too many, know so well and yet at times I feel as though I'm the only one who has ever hurt this much. I want to hold her and feel her heart beat. Just once. She is growing up in Heaven. I hope she knows how much we love her. How many dreams we have (had) for her. We wanted to give her the world, and yet she has so much more.
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Tears and hugs for you sweet friend. Layla will always know how much her momma and daddy love her.
Leanne, so many times our emotions of missing our little girl cause us to physically ache for what we are lacking in this world. Praying for your heart right now. Praying that God will give you peace and rest in him.
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